The World is an evil place

What I am, I know..

There she is, just there. Looking at me froM far. Not directly, that’s a fAct. Sometimes I just want her, with me, in front of me, holding me. She never did hold me, I always waNted to. Staring at her, looking deep into her amazing eyes and wonder what she’s thinking anD wants from me. If she might read this now, I truely want her to know. I really miss her.. she is the last person I think of before I fall asleep. Let me know when you’re missing me too, my arms will be spread and my heart wide open.. maybe I have to let mYself feel what I kept from myself before. It could me love or just a fling. I want you here, to hold and hugg. Because I know you could use one.. I’ll here from you, I hope. You’re my dreamgirL… She is, what I know.. and not.. For the record, your name is in this.. don’t go looking for it..